a whisper goodnight
It’s official, I have completely lost control of my life… I was watching Reloaded again a few days ago and The Architect said
Hope, it is the quintessential human delusion, simultaneously the source of your greatest strength, and your greatest weakness.
And I think he was right, because for a long time hope has been the one thread keeping me sane, but the recent realization that it was just a paper-thin self-reinforcing delusion was one of the most ultimately shattering moments I have ever experienced.
I don’t feel much like writing here anymore, you don’t want to listen to me complain anyway. I’m going away for a while, first one back wins. #
July 19th, 2003 at 7:21 pm
girls are icky!
July 20th, 2003 at 5:25 am
Dear girls-are-icky,
The only way to meet the un-icky girls is that you have to meet the icky ones first. They teach you many valuable lessons on how to recognize the icky from the un-icky. Pretty soon you’re an expert on how to identify the icky from the un-icky. When you meet the un-icky, you have to work hard to be un-icky yourself. Then it all works and everyone is happy. The end.
July 20th, 2003 at 2:26 pm
i think girls are nice.
July 27th, 2003 at 1:23 pm
NOthing Is GOod OR BAd…But THINKING makes it so.
Stress & Depression… signs of a human being plagued by the MIND. Practice Non-think, and FREE YOUR MIND.
Comment on ICKY GIRLS.
GIRLS GIVE SEX TO GET LOVE
GUYS GIVE LOVE TO GET SEX
July 31st, 2003 at 7:00 pm
How true.
July 31st, 2003 at 8:40 pm
I miss you! (and I miss reading about you)
July 31st, 2003 at 10:29 pm
But really, I want to hear you whine. Where is my web-centric version of someone following a Jew around with a camcorder?