Home Stretch

It’s almost time to go home. I just have to take two quizzes, do two labs, complete a pset, have a lesson, and finish my research article before Sunday. I can do it. I just have to push.

It’s hard to push. I missed three weeks of school, and everything is piled up. Good thing all my professors gave me extensions. I’ll be working a lot over break, despite my earlier private resolve to completely relax. I have about thirty pages of music theory to do, a journal article to write, and some other things. kscrradio.com is also moving to a new server, and I need to do that. The problem with my research article is that I’m actually really interested in the topic, so when I’m doing research, I just end up reading for an hour or two, and don’t get any writing done.

My sister is here, and that’s cool. I picked her up at LAX today, and I dropped off Tom. We had a bunch of fun hanging out in Hollywood, Malibu, Santa Monica, etc.

I’m up so late because I went to Susan’s to play games with the gang — decided I needed a break. I’m hungry, I’m lonely. Why are girls so confusing? Why does something so wrong feel so right? When do I know for sure? And when am I going to stop asking the questions that have no answers, and accept that there’s a time to move on?